Nụ cười, đôi khi là chỉ là cách khỏ

Nụ cười, đôi khi là chỉ là cách khỏa lấp nỗi buồn, để em che giấu nỗi trống trải cô đơn trong lòng em mà thôi.
Người ta thường khen em hay cười là sướng, người ta cứ nghĩ rằng em phải hạnh phúc, yêu đời lắm em mới cười. Nhưng người ta đâu hiểu rằng, sau nụ cười đó là cả một bầu trời suy nghĩ, là cả một tâm hồn trống trải, và sự cô đơn mà em đang nén chịu trong mình.

Nụ cười, đôi khi là chỉ là cách khỏa lấp nỗi buồn, là để em che giấu nỗi trống trải cô đơn trong lòng em mà thôi. Những khi đó, em cần lắm một bờ vai, một người có thể chở che để em mạnh mẽ bước tiếp trong cuộc sống. Anh biết không, những khi đó, em đã tự nhủ rằng, em không được khóc, em phải cố gắng vượt qua tất cả.

Nhiều khi em tự nhủ, cuộc sống là gì mà ta cứ phải đeo trên mình một chiếc mặt nạ, mà chẳng phải là mình. Em cứ cười nói, chạy nhảy vô tư. Đôi khi em nói nhừng lời trống rỗng, em cười nhưng đôi mắt em vô hồn, chớm lệ. Em chỉ muốn hét lên “Tại sao, tại vì sao mình phải sống như thế?”.
Có đôi người nói rằng em đang giả tạo, em làm màu nhưng thử nói xem, sự giả tạo đó có làm tổn hại tới ai hay không? Em chỉ đang cố gắng hòa nhập, em chỉ muốn giấu mình để giữ nỗi cô đơn ấy cho riêng em. Em chẳng muốn ai thương hại hay cảm thông với nỗi buồn của em.

Sau chiếc mặt nạ lúc nào cũng vui vẻ ấy, em cũng có nỗi đau của riêng em. Một đau không thể nói nên lời. Những lúc rơi vào khoảng lặng, những lúc cô đơn em thấy mình thật nhỏ bé. Em cảm giác mình như hạt cát giữa sa mạc mênh mông, em thấy mình như chiếc lá mùa thu giữa một rừng lá...Em chợt nhận ra mình đang rất cô đơn.

Và rồi, em khóc ngon lành như một đứa trẻ trong đêm tối. Em cảm thấy mình chẳng thể gắng gượng nổi nếu như ...chẳng đeo chiếc mặt nạ ấy trên mình. Em chẳng là em mỗi khi ánh bình minh lên. Mỗi ngày trôi qua, em luôn dằn vặt, vì sao chúng ta cứ sống chẳng phải là mình, vì sao chúng ta cứ phải khoác lên mình những chiếc mặt nạ?
Em là thế, em có thể đeo chiếc mặt nạ vui vẻ, nhưng em là một cô gái dễ gần, thấu hiểu cho người khác. Em lúc nào cũng muốn lắng nghe những người cạnh mình nói, em sẵn sàng chạy đến bên bất kể ai mỗi khi họ buồn, nếu họ thật sự cần em. Cả anh cũng vậy anh yêu ạ!

Vì thế, anh hãy luôn ở cạnh em nhé! Hãy là người đàn ông em yêu thương, hãy là bờ vai vững chãi để em gối đầu mỗi khi mệt mỏi. Nếu khi em khóc, anh hãy ở cạnh em anh nhé! Chẳng cần gì nhiều, chỉ cần anh luôn hiểu em, nói với em rằng anh yêu em, thế là đủ anh nhé!

Kết quả (Anh) 1:

Smile, sometimes is just way fill the sadness, let me hide unspeakable empty loneliness in children.People often compliment me or laugh is happy, people keep thinking that children are happy, love life so much I laughed. But people didn't understand that, behind the smile that is both a sky thinking, is both an empty soul, and the loneliness that you are compressing good in themselves.Smile, sometimes is just how to fill the sadness, is to hide his fears of empty loneliness in children. The meantime, I need a good shoulder, a person can carry hidden to me strong next steps in life. You know, the ones when there, I told myself that I was not crying, you have to try to overcome it all.When I told myself, life is something that we have to wear the mask, which isn't his. I laugh says, running jump carefree. Sometimes when I say empty words the constantly growing, I laughed but I eyes lifeless, legs. I just want to scream "why, in his star to live like that?".Have people saying that I'm fake, I do but try to say, the creator of which damages one or not? I'm just trying to fit in, I just want to keep her own loneliness. I don't want anyone pity or empathy with sadness.After the mask is always fun, I also have my own pain. A pain cannot be withering. The silent, at fall into at lonely I feel small. I feel like the sand between the vast desert, I found myself as the autumn leaves amid a forest of leaves. I just realized I'm very lonely.And then, I cried good as a child in the darkness. I feel I can't stand trying to float as if... don't wear masks on. I'm every time the light of dawn. Each passing day, you always paying, why we live isn't alone, why we have cloaked the masks?I was like, I can wear the masks are fun, but you're a cute girl near, insight to others. I always like to listen to the people next to me, I'm ready to party regardless of who each when they are sad, if they really need you. Both so Darling!So, you're always on the edge. Be the man you love, be strong shoulder to top of each pillow when I'm tired. If when you cry, you go in next to you! Don't need anything much, just you always understand me, tell me that you love me, that's me!

Kết quả (Anh) 2:

Smile, sometimes just the way round sadness, let me hide so lonely emptiness in my heart only.
People often compliment me or laugh are happy, people thought that I ought to be happy, love I laughed very new life. But people do not understand that, it was all smiles after a sky thinking, is both an empty soul, and the loneliness that they are compressed in their subject.

Smile, sometimes just the way round sadness, is to conceal that you lonely emptiness in my heart only. The meantime, you should really a shoulder, someone who can give shelter to children powerful next step in life. You know, the same time, I told myself that I must not cry, you have to try to overcome it all.

Many times I said to myself, what my life is just to wear a mask on yourself, that is not his. I just laughed, carefree romp. Sometimes you say the words empty, but you smile your eyes lifeless, incipient practice. I just want to scream, "Why, why I have to live like that?".
There are sometimes people say I'm fake, I do see color, but try to say, the sham that harm anybody or not ? I'm just trying to integrate, I just wanted to hide herself to keep her own loneliness em. I do not want anyone to pity or sympathize with my sorrow.

After the mask was always fun, I also have my own pain. A pain can not speak. The time fell into silence, at times I felt so lonely little. I feel like a grain of sand between the desert, you feel like the middle of a forest of autumn leaves leaves ... I suddenly realized I was very lonely.

And then, I cried like a child delectable in the dark night. I felt I could not stand if strained ... did not wear a mask on her. I did that when dawn em up. Each day that passes, I always tormented, why we keep her alive is not, why we have to keep wearing the masks?
You are, you can wear a mask fun, but I'm a sociable girl, understanding for others. I always want to listen to the people next to me said, you are willing to run to anyone whenever they are sad, if they really need you. Both he, too darling!

So you always beside me! Be the man you love, be the cold shoulder to knee me when tired. If when you cry, you let me be my side! Do not need much, just you always understand me, tell me that you love me, that's enough will you?

Kết quả (Anh) 3:

Smile, sometimes is a kind of bare just to cover up the sadness, let you hide your heart empty lonely you.People often say that I am happy or laugh, people will think you are very happy, love your smile. But do they know that this is a smile in the sky of the idea, is a soul of emptiness and loneliness, you stand in my.Smile, sometimes is a kind of bare just to cover up the sadness, let you hide your inner emptiness lonely you. When you need a shoulder, a can let me continue to be strong in life. You know, sometimes, I say to myself, I can't cry, I have to work hard to overcome.Sometimes I tell myself what life is, we have to put on a mask, but not me. I just laughed and ran to four. But sometimes I say is empty, but your eyes, your smile ch m shell rate. I just wanted to scream "why, why do I have to live like this? ".One person said I was false, your color, but tell me, lies have hurt who? I'm just trying to fit in, I just want him to give me my own loneliness.Behind the mask is always happy, I also have my own pain. A say no pain when caught in a pause, lonely when I feel small. I feel like a grain of sand in the desert, I feel like a leaf, the autumn leaves, I suddenly realized that I was really lonely.Then, I cried like a child, a good night. I feel I can't force, if on the famous wearing a mask of his body. You are always my every day, whenever the sun rises. I feel guilty, because we are not living, why do we have to wear the mask?I was put on a happy face, you can, but I am a girl amiable and easy of approach to understand others,. I always want to hear the person next to me said, I'm ready to run at any time, their feelings, if they really need you. I love you too!So, I want to be with you forever! You are a man, my love, you are my strong shoulders, the pillow when tired, if I cry, I want to be with you in my. Don't need too much, just need you to know me, tell me you love me, that's enough for you.